Reflections

2019 is coming to a close. It is the time of year to reflect on the past and make adjustments to the up coming New Year.

Things I've done in 2019:
  • Lost about 25-30 pounds*
  • Taken up yoga
  • Got back into knitting**
  • Put into writing some ideas for stories

Things I'd like to do or continue in 2020:
  • Lose another 25-30 pounds
  • Become more flexible (yoga)
  • Finish up some projects that has been floating around for a while
  • Get my knee up to running performance
  • Blog more
  • Get to work on those story ideas

* -- Over the past two-three years, I lose about 25-30 pounds then maintain during the year. I like that trend.
** -- I lost my knitting mojo. I wasn't knitting as much during 2019.

New Project - Burning Hands


I'm starting a new knitting project. A pair of finger-less mitts. The current pair I have, I'm not in love with.

What don't I like about them? Not enough ribbing, it feels sloppy.

What I want: I want the pattern to be mirrored. The picture showed it in the middle. Not so keen on that.

The yarn color reminds me of dancing flames, short repeats. Or it might be autumn leaves. I'm not seeing much of a pattern yet, and it's only been six rows. Need at least 20 or more before I'll have a good read on it. I'm not sure if it should be a cable, which won't stand out, or it might blur with the lace. I keep having flashes of lace.

Stories

I need to practice telling stories. I'm not very good at it, yet. Yet implies I need to practice. So, stories it is.

List Day

  • Gas is at $2.86 per gallon
  • As much as I like my mitts, there is an enough about them I hate. Good thing I'm a knitter
  • New Guy, you're thanking me for me doing my job?
  • Maybe it's the universe saying he doesn't need to read that email
  • If you haven't gotten an email, then no, it has approved
  • Seriously, you know there is a meeting today. Why are you not here?
  • Have a good night

List Day

  • Gas is at $2.67 per gallon
  • The gym door was open today. To be honest, it's open most days
  • I'm feeling much lighter emotionally
  • Pulled the wrong needle, lost about six stitches
  • Had to stand over Gnome to make it happen
  • Have a good night

I'm amazed

Holy Shit!!

I've had these belly dance DVDs forever. I didn't do them much because I couldn't do some of the later things. (Side plank!!!) Today, after three months of doing yoga I dug it out because I wanted something different.

I did the whole thing with very little effort. All moves I couldn't do before? No problem. (Side plank I'm looking at you.)

Yoga works.

List Day

  • Gas is at $2.71 a gallon
  • I'm really fighting the urge to get a hair cut
  • 423934
  • I decided I was never going to finish the gloves I started for Kommandant, so I just brought him a pair
  • Great, cow-orker is calling in sick tomorrow
  • The gym has more then treadmills: I can still work out
  • Somebody tried to social engineer my bay-mate
  • Not my problem. Not my problem. Not my problem
  • Turns out Excel won't open if a cell is active
  • Have a good night

List Day

  • Gas is at $2.74 per gallon
  • Stop bitching I'm not doing my job right, when it was one of your cow-orkers who messed up
  • Made it through the basic class, barely
  • It's a child free weekend!
  • Have a good night

Rain


It's been a warm couple of weeks. Not as hot as some places, but warm. The kind when you walk outside for a mile, then come in and drink water. Your clothes start sticking to you. That kind of warm. Days I should be going to the gym, instead of walking outside. But I love walking out in the fresh air. Noticing the changes to the neighborhood.

Anyway, it's been warm. Today? Cool and cloudy. I walked around the block and was rained on. Not a drenching rain, but just enough water to know your wet. It was awesome.

20.49 mile


Shh


Don’t tell him, but I think they’re ugly.



Still at the Bar


(This is something that should have been posted ages ago.)


Sipping his drink DB watches Bunny.

"You say that if I sell this, my world crashes down around me. So that is the Con selling the coin. You are also insinuating that keeping the coin will give me some sort of precog abilities. My question is what are you getting out of this? Will I have you around all the time? We have quite a history and perhaps the fact that I put a bullet in your former bodies brain-pan, may have you playing some sort of long con on me. What guaranties do I have that you aren’t playing me for some long con?”

"Maybe that's the problem, there is no con." She looked down. "Maybe I get the satisfaction of doing some good in the world. Take my advice." She shrugged. "Don't take my advice. In the end it's all on you."

"Yea, about the spirit." She flicks you a card. "Good luck with that." She gets up and leaves.

You watch her go and realize she's stopping and talking to Lara Croft.

DB leans against the bar and switches his view of the world. The bar was busy, lots of bleed over of emotions, but from the two women talking he picked up resentment. Not sure which one of them. Both of them are magically active. Great, just his luck. He switched his view back to normal and watched Lara approach in the mirror.

She was wearing a Little Black Dress TM from the Armonty collection. The matching clutch was armored as well. She had well defined muscles that spoke of someone working out often.

Lara sat at the empty spot and ordered a drink. She turned to him and said, “The table will be ready in 15 minutes.”

"Gotta love these fancy restaurants, when they schedule you for a specific time, they are precise." DB answered.

"Precision is good."

He noticed Lara was looking anywhere but at him.

"Look, we may be counterparts but that doesn't mean we can't be civil to each other." DB said.

"I am being civil. We're having drinks, we're making small talk. What more do you want?"

DB suppressed a sigh. She was going to be tough. He quickly did a media search on her and started a datafile. Lara Croft, professional bodyguard. Employed for the past three years by the Countess. Working on her PHD in ancient history. Proficient with the Gladius. Youngest of four children, three older brothers. Mother died when she was six. Confirmed Physical Adept. Joined the military at 17.

“So how is it working for a countess? Being in our line of work it must be nice to have a steady employer.” He asked.

She looks at you with a raised eyebrow. "She's pretty easy. Lots of travel."

"Travel is a nice perk."

"Yes, it's nice. Do you travel often?"

"Not nearly as often as I would like." He paused for a sip. "The biggest issue is that I never get to enjoy the location when I get there. It tends to be get in and then get out quickly, type of trip.”

She laughs. Goes back to searching the mirror and says, "Seen one museum. You've seen them all."

DB watched her for a second and realized she was searching the mirror for signs of danger. He doubted she would find anything.

"Same with Cathedrals. Although there is something to said, about a leisurely stroll through a museum just to take in the sights and expand ones knowledge of the world".

"They tend to blur together after a while. Working currently?" Lara asked.

“Being self-employed means you are almost always working.” He answered easily.

A couple of times, she opens her mouth to say something but stops.

"Although I am off the clock for the next, glances at time 10 minutes.” He said, leaning into her space. She didn’t move.

"What are you offering me for 10 minutes of my time?"

"Just to sit, relax and chat. Some time away from business." He replied.

"Isn't that what we're doing now?"

"Exactly. So when you aren't traveling to exotic locations and acquiring relics for the Contessa what do you like to do?"

"I read books. Old ones." She said, taking another sip. "What do you do for fun?"

"Well, to be honest, it is kind of embarrassing. I like to go out and perform street magic for donations. Don't really need the Yen it brings in but I enjoy doing it.” He said. "I've never really been much of a reader, what have your books taught you?"

"I've learned in the past 300 years, the world has really changed. If you go back even further, 400 years ago. Those people can't even begin to marvel at the world today. Deep down, we're all the same, just trying to get by until tomorrow. So tell me Mr. Benedict, do you believe in time travel?"

"Do I believe in time travel? A month ago, I would have said 'no it is not possible'. Due to some recent events I'm not so sure." He paused. "Have you ever had an experience with Deja Vu and were able to change an outcome?"

She shook her head. “Events? Like what?” Lara tilted her head quizzically.

"Lets just say I've had some pretty serious moments of Deja Vu recently." He replied.

“How many would you say? One? Two?” She asked, turning towards him.

“Two or three.”

“That many?” She looks up and to the left. "Any headaches?"

"None that I've noticed."

"Any dreams that seemed real? But you woke up in bed?"

"Never woke up in bed after a dream like that. Dozed off once though."

"Do you have it with you?" She asked.

Before he can answer, she looks up and to the left. "Your table is ready. They're waiting for you."

DB smiled. "I hope I don't look that stupid.”

She looked him in the eyes. "It means there is hope for you."

She looks at the doorway.

"Perhaps we should schedule another dinner or coffee for just the 2 of us and continue this conversation?"

She keeps her eyes on the doorway, but nods. She flicks you her commlink number.

DB finishes his drink, stands and heads through the door.


Declaration of War


Drift wanted to reach out and throttle Miguel. He was refusing to see the big picture. The woman before them was a threat. No matter where they ran, so far only Aztland was the only country ejecting head cases. Going home to Aztland wasn’t an option, they’re not friendly to either of us. And besides it wasn’t enough, eventually nowhere would be safe. Machines would take over, and the world will burn.

Wind


I'm glad I walked today. The wind was amazing. It was cool enough I didn't overheat. I even got the joy of chasing after my hat.

1000 Words


Down the street on a sunny winter's day.


I made these socks for my dad. They are cursed. I had such bad thoughts knitting them up. I cleansed them and gave them to him anyway. Hope he loves them.


How much do I love my husband? Enough to cut the toe off my favorite pair I've made him.


Rip back several rows of pattern and thin worn yarn.


Hunted thru the left over socks yarns to find the right green.


So I can make that sock, match this sock.


It's a good thing he makes good BBQ.

Hello...


It's January 17th. How did it get to be so late? Considering the last time I posted was in November, time does fly.

So New Year, new me? Not so much. I'm back to the gym and trying to eat less. It's worked in the past, so it stands to reason it should work now. Just gotta remember the whole, eat less part.

Christmas and New Years was good. I think on the whole, everyone got pretty much what they wanted. Not sure on what they needed, but wants was a thing.

I would say: I'll be better about posting, but that's a promise I can't quite bring myself to make. So, I'll be here, just not on a schedule.